Who am I?
Tis a fitting question for the end of a year and the beginning of a new one.
Holy shit have I had a crazy intense year. From Canada to Paris, where I lived with my lover in an amazing and posh pad, to six months of being down and out in a remote Filipino village where they sacrifice chickens and drink cobra blood.
Wow… I could never ever have imagined all this. Yet, despite the vast material, relationship and geographical fluctuations my intentions and purpose have never been more consistent and focused. And thus a realization about this very blog.
This blog has a lot of white in it does it not? It’s pretty plain. Even the title is vacuous. I came up with the title on a 2AM whim two years ago. I went with white and the sparse design because, well, I suppose I felt alot like a blank slate. I was discarding skins that were not my own to become he who I am becoming.
Now, hundreds of posts later, thousands of kilometers and through countless moments of heart rending beauty, I have much more to say about myself. I feel I can now say it and express because of one paradoxical reason: I know it isn’t me. I mean, it is me now, in this moment, yet I can and will change– but what the heck– why not just be it full out while I am it!
So this blog will now be evolving dramatically to catch up with he who I am becoming.
Let’s start with my blog bio:
